ROBOTIFIED HUMAN

                                                       ROBOTIFIED HUMAN

-          SUMIT KUMAR MAHATO

THE OLDEST PROCESSOR I HAVE

THAT MAY NOT BE UNSEEN

VERY SLOW I DO BEHAVE

TO COMPLETE ANY COMMAND

A UNIQUE CATCH MEMORY

TO  STORE LIMITED INFORMATION

‘AND VERY DIFFICULT TO WRITE.

PERMANENTLY OVER MY HARD DISK

I AM NO USER FRIENDLY

NO PROCESS GOES SUCCESSFULLY

ALWAYS COMMITS AN ERROR

WHILE COMPILING ANY COMAND

INTERPRETER HAS BEEN DAMAGED

DUE TO INTENSE VIRUS ATTACKS

NO ANTIVIRUS  EVER DEVELOPED

TO INSTALL IN HEALING THIS MENANCE

A LITTLE RAM I HAVE

SO,SMALL  APPLICATIONS I RUN; LARGE FILES

ARE UNSOPPORTED

CAN NO MORE SOFTWARE CAN BE INSTALLED ?

INPUT DEVICES I GOT FIVE  ,SKIN NOSE TOUNGE AND EYES

A SMALL CPU RESIDES TOP

AND FOUR LOCOMOTIVE DEVICES

NEITHER FLOPPY, NOR RAM

NOR A USB OR ETHERNAL PORT

I ALWAYS STAY OUTDATED

CAUSE LOTS OF VIROUS  ALTERATIONS

MY MEMORY GOT RUINED ALMOST

WITH MILLIONS OF UNWANTED DATA

BEYOND THIS ALL MATERIALSM

I GOT A CHRONIC EMOTION

AS A RESULT OF ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE

BUT UNINSTALLATION IS QUITE IMPOSSIBLE

ARITHMATICAL AND LOGICAL  TASK I DO, BUT

NOT SO SMOOTHLY

ALWAYS RELIES APROBABILITY EACHTASK I DID MIGHT BE WRONG

IN MY COMPLICATED PROGRAMMING

A BUG I HAVE BEEN REPORTED

BUT THERE IS A SERIOUS PROBLEM

MY SOURCE CODE IS WRITE PROTECTED

BUT I CAN SOLVE THE ERROR LOGICALY

AND ABLE TO GENERATE FEW CODES

BUT WHEN IT COMES TO PSYCHOLOGICAL

I EXPRESS A SOPHISTICATED HARD DRIVE

UNLIKE OTHER NODES

I OFTEN GET HIRED

CPU NEEDS TO BE WIRED

TO PREVENT SUCH OVEWR LOOKS

SECOND CHANCE AT LOVE….

FIRST LOVE: THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FELLING, THE FEELING THAT MAKES EVERYTHING AROUND MAGICAL, A FELLING ABOVE ALL.DOING EVERYTHING WITH THAT ONE SPECIAL PERSON IN OUR MIND, LIVING IN OUR OWN FAIRYTALE, PLANNING A TOTALLY UNREALISTIC MAGICAL ENDING.

BUT LOVE ISN’T A STRAIGHT PATH, IT BREAKS UP AT THE TIME WE NEED THEM THE MOST .OUR LIFE BECOMES HELL.WE ARE NOT ABLE TO TRUST ANYONE AROUND. WE TRY TO CREASE THE PAIN, WE TRY TO HURT OURSELVES AND OTHERS AROUND US.

SOME OF US TRY TO GIVE A SECOND CHANCE TO IT AND THEN WE ACTUALLY REALISE WHAT TRUE LOVE IS WHILE SOME OF US, ALWAYS HAVE OUR GUARDS ON, TRYING NOT TO FALL FOR ANYONE WITH ALL THOSE BROKEN PIECES.

GIVING A SECOND CHANCE TO LOVE, NOT EVERYONE WHO HAS GOT A BAD HEARTBREAK THE FIRST TIME CAN DO THAT.

MAY BE THAT ONE CHANCE CAN CHANGE THEIR LIFE FOREVER AND MAKE THEM REALISE WHAT LOVE MEANS IN REAL. WHILE SOME INSECURITIES OR LESSONS FROM THE PAST GUARD US UP.

AT FIRST WE WON’T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT W CAN ACTUALLY FALL FOR SOMEONE ELSE. THE CHANCE OF GETING HURTAGAIN EAT US FROM INSIDE. WE TRY TO RUN AWAY FROM THE SITUATION, WE TRY TO RUN AWAY FROM LOVE.

BEST GUYS WHAT IF THIS ONE THING WE ARE RUNNING FROM CAN GO ON UNTIL FOREVER?

WHAT IF THIS PERSON MAKES YOU REALISE WHY IT COULDN’T WORK OUT WITH ANYBODY ELSE?

THE FIRST TIME IT IS PURE, EVERYTHING SEEMS ON ITS WAY BUT WHEN IT GOES AWAY YOUR WORLD SHATTERS TEACHING A HELL LOAD OF LESIONS YOU TRY TO KEEP IN MIND NEXT TIME. NOT EVERYONE HAS THE STRENGTH LESIONS YOU TRY TO KEEP IN MIND NEXT TIME. NOT EVERYONE HAS THE STRENGTH TO OVERCOME THAT LOSS, BUT PEOPLE ONCE YOU DO, THERE IS SOMEONE WONDERFUL WAITING FOR YOU, DON’T LET IT SPOIL BECAUSE OF THAT CRAZY FREAKING PERSON WHO BROKE YOU ONCE.

AT ONE POINT YOU MIGHT COMPARE IT TO SOMETHING OF YOUR PAST, BUT EVENTUALLY YOU WILL OVERCOME, YOU WILL SEE AND SHARE THE BEAUTY OF YOUR LIFE.IT MIGHT FEEL SCARY.

THE SECOND TIME YOU MIGHT BE CAREFUL AND KEEP YOUR THOUGHTS TO YOU,

BUT GUYS TELL YOUR PARTNER, THEY WILL SURELY HELP YOU, MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER, LOVE YOU AD TREAT YOU RIGHT

DON’T KEEP YOU HEART IN A LOCK , BECAUSE THE ONE WITH THE RIGHT KEEP IS SURELY GONNA MAKE IT ALL WORTHWHILE.THAT PERSON WOULD GIVE YOU INFINITE  LOVE AND WIPE YOUR TEARS AND CHANGE THEM IN TO BEAUTIFUL  SMILES

THE SECOND TIME MAY NOT BE LIKE A FAIRYTALE LIKE THE FIRST, BUT IT WOULD SURELY SHOW A WONDERFUL TALE OF LIFE IN THE COURSE.

SO GUISE GIVE YOUR HEART TO SOMEONE WHO TRULY LOVES AND LOVES YOU A LOT MORE THAN YOU DESERVE AND AS THEY SAY IF ITS NOT FOREVER.

AN ETHENIC COMPRISE WITH OUT RISING NOR REPRISE LIKE A MOLTEN ICE FROZEN ALIKE SOMETHING SOMEWHERE SHE WERE IMPALABLE LIKE A CYCLIC COMPREHENTION SHE COME SHE CAME AND GO YOU MAY NEVER KNOW SHE IS LIKE TEMPTATION SOFT AND SWEET SHADOW OF SUNSHINE LIKE A HALF HEARTED WINE LOOK AT A GLANCE YOU WILL GET HER CLOSE SHE MAY DIFFER YOUR OPINION EVEN SHE MOISE FOR MY OPINION SHE IS THE BEST OUT OF THE REST. YOU WILL HEAR A MOIST JUST OUTSIDE HER CALM THINK IT TWICEOR MAY THRICE YOU WILL GET A CHANCE COULD YOU ABLE TO BE INHANCE? DEPEND SOME ONE YOU NEVER MIND LIKE A SLICE IT BETTER YOU CALL HER WISE JUST A NARROW TWILIGHT INTEREST OFF INTO A SIGHT SHE CONSPIRES THE WORLD. SHE SMILE AS SWEET AS YOU WILL SQUISE. THEIR HEART SIMPLIFIES THE PEACE .NO DETERMINATION NO MISQUISE HER FAITH IS LIKE THE MOUNTAIN.HARD TO WIN EASY TO BE BLIND. WOULD HAVE TO TRAVEL A MILE, TO SEE HER SMILE LIKE A PEAK BEATED PARROT SHE SMILES. NOT RARE TO WATCH HER SMILE .SHE WONT ACCUIRE. DAWN OF A MEAR EVEN U WON扵 SHARE. SHE SIGNIFIES THE SIMPLICITY. THE WISDOM YOU WOULD SURPLUS ALTHOUGH SHE SMILE . SOME WORDS ARE THEIR BENEATH HER SMILE. SHE IS AS SWEET AS LOVELY AS CUTE LIKE THE HEAVEN THE MOUNTAIN THE COULDS .CLICK HERE FOR AUDIO VIDEO VERSON

i love you even i know i cant get you By kingstar maker  Born 1997, M, from durgapur, India  Author Profile Crushes are more beautiful than affairs because there is no responsibily, no worry, and no commitment. From nerds to the studs, everyone has always had a crush on someone whom they would find way out of their league. It is the most beautiful feeling on earth. Better than love, most of the times. You might know that you might not mean anything to that person, but that person means everything to you .you can’t make her love you, want you or understand you, but just hope that someday she would. There are times when freak out looking at that person, and pretend you don’t like that person on the outside, but on the inside you melt down every time you see that person smile. You get jealous over her when she’s not even yours. You hate never being able to rill her’s on your mind. All you think about is that person, but when that person is in front of you, all you do is go speechless. You go numb. You stammer. The cutest feeling, I say is having a crush someone you know you will never get her. Yet, it is a little painful .but just because you cannot be together, would you stop loving that person? No, you wouldn’t. Because, you know your crush has transformed into love. You are single, but your heart is already taken. Every time you smile , you hope she’s watching .not so that she seed you happy , but that maybe , just maybe , she’ll fall for your smile as hard as you fell for hers . “little do you know just the sight of your profile makes my heart smile ; seeing you online on face book makes my heart race , and seeing your smile makes my world brighter . Little do you know? Soft hearted people are not fools they know what people did to them but they forgive again and again because they have a beautiful heart

some thoughts about you ...my crush

                                                        UNSPOKEN WORDS
                                                                                 KINGSTAR MAKER
Princes of the night
Dream come alive
I know you don’t know you
Yet I love you
Why?
Is it your glanced?
Shadow and mysterious
Is it your touch?
Flutter of a butterfly’s wine
Soft as a jasmine petal.
I actually don’t planned for this moment
Nor unintended this passion…
“Love sought me out”
Caught me by surprise
Yet I feel it’s so true of that I have no doubt.
Because my love for you is so true
No formality no conditional for you
I never force you to love me,
Nor I flirt with you or someone else
I never told you about my feelings
Because I care it, but
I know you won’t
I never interrupt you, nor did u give me the right to do it
The only thing I know and you won’t
I love you even you won’t
I need you
Even you won’t
I never have the feelings on someone as much as I have on you.
But you didn’t bother because you are in a flew
I thought you noticed
I figured I was wrong
Where ever I may go, you never know
My heart beats for you and will forever
Don’t you know?
I have a crush on you
You have on someone else
I care for you
You do the same but for someone else
I have fallen in love with you,
I know you have also but with someone else
Whenever I saw you my heart got blinked
As like a flash of a camera
But yours blinks for someone else
I dream about you
But you dream about someone else
With knowing your heart belongs to someone else
Still I love you and I will with a craze
I know you will call me mad,
But actually I am not, oh but yes I am crazy
I don’t feel lazy to say it to you
Just I afraid
I let you to know I love you
And I will forever
And I know you will also do the same
But for someone else
Just remember..!!!
I’m always here for you to give you oceans of love
For you is so unconditional so true..!!
I love you…

“IT’S SAID THAT IF YOU WAN’T SOMETHING WHOLE HEARTEDLY, THE UNIVERSE CONSPIRES TO BRING IT TO U”         
               -KINGSTAR MAKER

STORY OF A HEART BREAK KID

                                                  STORY OF A HEART BREAK KID

Today someone asked me whether I am interested in someone else?

By hearing that questions, tears trickled down from my eyes, yet there was a smile on my face.
Do you know why? Because it’s reminded me about my crush 
Yap you caught right it’s not love it’s a crush .it’s better to say one sided love.
As because the girl I love she loves another guy. I remember the day .that was 24th of February 2015. finally on that day I decided to tell her about my feelings regarding her. I was not prepared how can I handle this as because I was too much nervous at that time. Because this is the first time I was proposing a girl. I told my friends regarding this and they suggested me with their amazing ideas. but I was less of confidence at that time .watching my condition one of my friends just did a tricky, but I didn't have much priority regarding this at that time’s was feeling as I am in top of the world .strangely my nervousness gone, at the recess time one of my friend called me said zombie (my crush, not her real name) is calling you. I got exited and went to the steers and saw she came up to me and said “say what’s up?” I replayed at a very low tone voice “I need to tell you something” with big eyes she stared at me and said “say what you want to say” I got nervous and thought a big right hand is coming to my face with some slokes. I said nothing somehow I ran way without saying her anything. All who are there in the corridor are now starring at me. My friends noticed me and they caught me at a manner as they are coughing a burglary thieve. One of them hold my hand few holding my legs and pulling me towards my crush.I don’t know where I got such super human power,I pushed all of them ,and ran in to the class .at this time my mind was of no man’s land .no thoughts were there .all I was thinking what I did ,and what will be the result of that. Then finally the final bell rings .as soon as the school was over I ride to my bicycle and went from the school towards home’s was nervous regarding what her. What she will think of my strange behavior. News spread to most of the students. On my way to home I notice it’s her van passing way and all were staring at me she looks and then turned away as I have made a serious crime. At night she came up in dreams and said some Sanskrit slokes. I didn't able to hear it .as because a beeper sounds when she was delivering her words .its pretty much similar to the beeper which sounds on censored movies when some Sanskrit slokes were delivered. And then I lost in to her memories.
The very next day I went to the school my sister told me that previous day my crush immediately went to her home and reported to her regarding my uncensored actions. My sister told to me that zombie loves another guy from the core of her heart. Suddenly a darkness came up in my eyes’ was brain stormed almost tears came up from my eyes but I somehow managed .because I don’t want to show my tears in front of my sister. So I got the answer without giving her my proposal. First time got broken so can’t able to think what to do what to not. I realized it was a dream to get hermits much like a day dream. I looked at myself . I questioned myself what I have? The answer was simple “nothing”. I don’t have attitude, I don’t have unbelievable talents nor do I have good looks. I said to my heart might I not liable to her. I tried every way to forget her but I can’t able to forget. I blocked her I have made her more over 120 sketches .I burned all of them I have shared all my feelings in too many papers ,I thrown some and some I blew in fire but I can’t able to forget her.
Still my heart cries for her. But that wouldn't change the fact that she doesn't have precious feelings for me.
Yep I have to erase all my thoughts and dreams .I cant but I have to.
“THAT’S WHAT I ALWAYS SAY TOUGHEST JOURNEY IN THE WORLD IS JOURNEY IN TO A GIRL’S HEART IF YOU MAKE IT, FEEL UR SELF LUCKY”